In the middle of nowhere..
That's where I am right now.
The river is flowing.I'm flowing with it..just like all that debris that it picks up along the journey. I forgot where I jumped in. I just remember I've been swimming since long..very long.
I'm tired.
The water's cold.
I need rest.
But I can't fight the inertia.It's too over-powering.I don't know where to look once I do get out.I'm lazy enough to let that fact stop me from pausing and coming out of the water.
I'm afraid. But now that I've given it some thought, I think I kind of, enjoy this 'nothing' happening, lazy attitude that has filled my daily life for now..
But nonetheless, at the end of the day I am truly scared..pondering over the consequences of when I finally reach the ocean and realize ,this is not where I wanted to be..this is not my goal..It has never been my goal.I should have changed paths long ago..
I'm scared I won't get out of my river when there's still time..
I'm scared I'll end up in the wrong ocean.
That's where I am right now.
The river is flowing.I'm flowing with it..just like all that debris that it picks up along the journey. I forgot where I jumped in. I just remember I've been swimming since long..very long.
I'm tired.
The water's cold.
I need rest.
But I can't fight the inertia.It's too over-powering.I don't know where to look once I do get out.I'm lazy enough to let that fact stop me from pausing and coming out of the water.
I'm afraid. But now that I've given it some thought, I think I kind of, enjoy this 'nothing' happening, lazy attitude that has filled my daily life for now..
But nonetheless, at the end of the day I am truly scared..pondering over the consequences of when I finally reach the ocean and realize ,this is not where I wanted to be..this is not my goal..It has never been my goal.I should have changed paths long ago..
I'm scared I won't get out of my river when there's still time..
I'm scared I'll end up in the wrong ocean.
